Business ...

I have tried my hand in business. I must say I LOVE IT! Why? Not because I make huge profits but the thrill of having an ongoing project is simply amazing.
I consider it a success when something I initiated is running despite the challenges.
The challenges are many. People refuse with your money. Others are so jealous it hurts. Jealous of you for no good reason ... you may not be making much but there are people who just feel "ouchy" you are alive and breathing. Others see you as bad competition. Others are just insecure you're around.
I say its the attitude that matters.
I keep my stuff to myself. I do not like to show off. I like to pride myself in what goals I have achieved. I do not like to compare although sometimes I may get frustrated I am not realizing my goals. It happens to the best of us.
I like to plan. Live in such a way that I can say I have achieved something that day.
I like to be positive although my physiotherapist thinks I complain too much. He says that I have too many "I can'ts".   
Its because some exercises I am currently on are haaaard! Oh My God! Haaard as hell! You know its one  thing to remind your muscles that they used to work like this. And then its another for someone to not understand that the very simple thing that comes naturally to them is math to you. Its like being told to use your third hand. How do you even start to feel that imaginary hand?
I never understood physiotherapy until I got there. But hey! It works!!!!
Medicine and its wonders! I had almost given up. Was almost going for acupuncture. The fear of pain put me off. Why would I inflict pain to my body if I can avoid it? Acupuncuture will have to wait ... maybe forever ... So would tattoos. I love how some look amazing but why would I have my body burnt by that pen just for a tat? I wish I were that crazy in real life. Frankly, my daughter will have an easy going mum. The dad will be the deciding factor to many don'ts in her life. I guess its coz my dad is a free styler now, no issues .. People change, well, when they want to (maybe I am the one who changed)... in the past it was so hard to understand him ... Now we are the best of friends ...
Anyway, business ...
I like to work with people but I am short-tempered and blunt. So blunt it hurts ... This is not so good in business ... it proves costly to me because I have to hire PR. I call it help ... That's why I want a passive business ... As in shares, stocks, bonds and any new ideas of investing and doing business without interacting with customers. Clearly, I'm no good on this front ... and I'm not gonna try. Just be myself ...